Tuesday, October 27, 2009
LOL.this's my 2nd blog cos the other one is a personal blog only for tard-iot& now that he's in NS & im super boredguess i will "talk" to myself here to keep myself less bored. (:its day5! its freaking slow when hes not aound manwhen im in shop,& theres nothing much to doi can only rot cos no one for me to msg withhe say still can sms him but like wth right?like messaging to the wall with no responseso life been pretty bored.work work & worktdy's off day stayed at home rot & rot & rot but kinda missed this kinda feeling cos its been some time since i really rest at home.evryday's routine is the same now,everyday will just look forward to THAT time which is after 930pm & patiently wait for his call.hahas.ever since he gets in to NS,ive learnt a lil more of being contented-as long as he's okay & doin well in there-as long as we get to chat a while evryday for that few mins-as long as he dont fall sick/or touch wood dont get hurt-as long as we are still WE& i will be happy now.
Y11:24 AM
tdy's work isnt rly smooth at all.
the more my life gets bad-er.the more i miss u B.
menses makin my legs cramp,backache & all :(
hopefully i can gt iluma's job?
got pros & cons oso la
always in dilema
i will miss my 13th mth bonus :( which i intend to buy myself a CHANEL necklace or smthg
so i guess its gone
& i nidta save more money for so many thgs
my 21st bday?save for holidays.save cos got alot of thgs to spend on
hmmms
there goes my CHANEL.*sobs
i thk im always backside itchy
HOW???
Y10:38 AM
Monday, October 26, 2009
B!
its the 5th day w/o u by my side
sometimes i tot maybe i can live w/o u?BUT now i think my ans is no eh :(
thats v sad.means i rely on u ALOT! :((
bad bad bad bad
u goin in for 2 weeks is physically for u.for me its a torturing mentally torture for me
hais
so sad & sian can.!
im officially NOT a movie bum le cos of u
no one to rly go out with me le la
hais
even more no life
whats a good RD when i cant see u?
:(((
i feel so damn lonely!very very!
i feel so jealous when ppl all have their loving times w their boyfs
i dont have u NOW.
hurrrr
evryday is just like a routine for me ever since u went in
evryday waiting for that time to come & patiently waits for ur call
:((((
& i oso dont know whether each time u book out are we able to meet?
cos i will feel damn sad if we cant have our time tog.
HOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Y8:35 AM
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
BABY!CAN U PLS DONT GO NS???SAY YESSSSSSSS PLEASEEEEE!!sighs.i know its impossiblehurrr.u shd noe how much i gonna miss u! >;*sobsso pls dont let me worried & pls take good care of yourself in camp k.cos i will be a gd girl & wait for my B *pinky pinky promise! Y u deep deep
Y11:04 AM
