each time after our quarrel i just CAN'T sleep well.

each time i just get even more angry w myself

sometimes its just purely miscommunication & misunderstanding that ruins our r/s

when i think,he dont bother

when i seriously DID NOT think that much & didn mean HER related to his work

he insist that i thought that way

thats US.i guess

we are so good in quarrels & spoiling eah other's day/days

妳想要的 我卻不能夠給妳我全部
我能給的 卻又不是妳想要擁有的
我們不適合也不想認輸
好幾次我們抱著彼此都是想要哭
妳常解釋這樣的一切都只是開始
我覺得是所有的一切早就已結束
不想再約束 不要再痛苦
下一次會有更好的情路

i dont know how & what other people thinks
for me,like what i say
I DO cherish each meetup with him
like looking forward to it even if we got no plans

like today,i was looking forward to end work
my B is picking me up from work & go back tog
why isit so hard for him to come over?like damn busy!
when i go over for 3568838653 times,its like 理所当然.顺其自然thing
im not complaining but i just dont uds

NO COMPLAINS that hes meeting his Buddy-for-life
better than he go meet his any BFFs
yea.
a gathering from 10+ in the morning at Sentosa til movie til late nite again?
& talk to me like i owe him money.NB
i thought we could go eat breakfast tmr yada yada~
THEN!!!!
people say ask u dont come then u really believe so
true that i dont want him to mafan his buddy to send him all the way to my place
the only reason i dont want him to come already is that
the rest im all so #$%^^&^&*
awwww
think maybe hes goin in NS already.
finding damn lotsa activities with evrybody.
u want prawning got prawning til wad time oso can.
u want supper got supper
u want tanning & games u got all u want
maybe its just that word ENVY!

i seriously think if he doesnt wana come tmr its ok
cos what for force him to come for a simple dinner when in the first place he dont like & want
i uds that he will feel awkward
also i dont have a god damn good mood to enjoy my RD


do we even know
ARE WE HEADING ANYWHERE?STAYING IN OUR ORIGINAL PLACE OR HAD IMPROVED FROM THE PAST?

OR ARE WE GETTING NOWHERE?

i wish to go another holiday w YOU too (:
i wish we could.
soon?
maybe not hor?hurhurhur
i believe there will be a time that we could
yea
Y

too tired to think?
too tired to bother?
no la.i still care alot & thats why im so 烦 now
hurrr
HAPPY SUPPER-ING!& me.happy emo-ing!
i miss him but each time i thought of him w them im damn damn sian
like what i say,he got lotsa activities
& me,boring life,work life.
nvm.sooooooonnnn

ahhhh.cnt cnt cnt!just cnt!
the moment i hear her name i just feel so bu shuang.
aft seeing baobei's msg that they are goin prawning or whatever,i just tel myself to cool down!relax!
ITS NTG!
BUTTTTT
sorry.i just cnt.
i need to cool down & pretend ntg.
sorry.

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uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
must wait til they finish that particular outing then will be better
& im just so confused.
i want him to be honest to tell me that he's meetin that person
but hais
dont know la.
FUCK

yeewen.依雯 26.01.89 我觉得对的事 不管别人说什么 我都会坚持要去做 不喜欢的事 你用枪逼我 我也不做

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