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Saturday, September 12, 2009

i dont know how & what other people thinks
for me,like what i say
I DO cherish each meetup with him
like looking forward to it even if we got no plans

like today,i was looking forward to end work
my B is picking me up from work & go back tog
why isit so hard for him to come over?like damn busy!
when i go over for 3568838653 times,its like 理所当然.顺其自然thing
im not complaining but i just dont uds

NO COMPLAINS that hes meeting his Buddy-for-life
better than he go meet his any BFFs
yea.
a gathering from 10+ in the morning at Sentosa til movie til late nite again?
& talk to me like i owe him money.NB
i thought we could go eat breakfast tmr yada yada~
THEN!!!!
people say ask u dont come then u really believe so
true that i dont want him to mafan his buddy to send him all the way to my place
the only reason i dont want him to come already is that
the rest im all so #$%^^&^&*
awwww
think maybe hes goin in NS already.
finding damn lotsa activities with evrybody.
u want prawning got prawning til wad time oso can.
u want supper got supper
u want tanning & games u got all u want
maybe its just that word ENVY!

i seriously think if he doesnt wana come tmr its ok
cos what for force him to come for a simple dinner when in the first place he dont like & want
i uds that he will feel awkward
also i dont have a god damn good mood to enjoy my RD

do we even know
ARE WE HEADING ANYWHERE?STAYING IN OUR ORIGINAL PLACE OR HAD IMPROVED FROM THE PAST?

OR ARE WE GETTING NOWHERE?

Y11:11 AM