so hot la.i hate it when im super tired then sleep early liao in the end wake up.Hur~ haha,i only know when i wake up the 1st thing is tot i didn wake up for work and i just wana talk to bf.hmms . i just wana change a job ASAP actually so far so good im contented with my working environment at taka the people there are pretty nice people,at least for the time being OK but afterall,im from ION and not taka so i still have to adapt to the NEW environment AGAIN. quite sian that i didn get to stay at Prg outlet for training too cos have to learn the boutique style again and oso the people there which my my real colleagues in ION. i cant tahan this kinda shift seriously but im trying to bear w it exams are coming but i have not started.not excuses but really am too tired too start tmr setup,evryday mostly have to prepare for the new shop,arghhhh.gona be even more zZz . i wana change job cos I WANA HAVE MORE FLEXIBLE HOURS WORK TO ACCOMPANY HIM so that we can have more time tog.Oct seems so far but yet like very fast and now,that when i worried more,i miss him even more he's gona be busy working now,more hardworking.partly for more $ but oso...hmms but its so diff to get a job w OK pay like gior and also god environment and OK working hours. probably im asking too much but what to do? i dont wana have such kuku shifts so tiring and work so hard bt pay so lil. i dont think its even worth it la but i oso uds that shd stay longer if can,to rly see the situation but definitely not like how i quit gior so sudden til jobless.cnt afford le la . i dont know why i always got this feeling that i need him more than he needs me now usually its oso like that la the one who starting liking/loving someone will be the one gets sian 1st and the one who doesnt love that person that much will be the one in the end suffering cos he/she loves that person MORE. .
