just now i still wonder why tdy baobei is so sweet when chatting w me on the phone sweeeeeet~
after exam i feel so dead,somehow i got this bad feeling that i may not pass and rly affects my mood for accounting which im nt even good at.shitty feel whole day from mrning didn rly eat.oli ate 2 pcs of carrot cake. feel so giddy on bus. when im reachin wdlands,saw his msg. and ... i just dont know why isit that evryday i just have to face a new challenge. its like tdy i may be angry and after that i learn and try to 看开一点 then tmr he just will do that thing again to let me worried or feel the jealousy thing again. . ive been trying to control my feelings.but have you spare a thought for me?maybe yes for one time then another day back to the same old u. ive been also trying to understand that shes in the same workplace w him now and its something that cnt be change and i cant control..sometimes maybe he will plan to go out with them.BUT why?its like always la.ytd suddenly steamboat,then tdy say go town buy his things..then suddenly meet them for dinner? so if i pretend im ok,that means its always gona happen?and ive to bear with it?? ahhhhhh so maybe i should try not to feel the anger or sadness or jealousy.can i? cos after so so so many times.im sick of feeling upset over this. i guess ive no choice but ta tahan.cos its always happening..
