Saturday, July 4, 2009
just got hm not long from work
.
managed to cry myself to sleep ytd nite
its been real long that i had such a bad nite
.
how do u feel when u wake up and that person that u care most no longer cares bout u
when u are checking ur hp all the time just to see if that person contact u
when u just dont have the mood to bother bout other things,trying to make yourself busy with work
when u are wondering does that person think of u,miss u like u do?
Hais
i hate cold war
i hate the moment i step out of shop and immediately i think of our probs
and my tears starts to flow down and on the train my tears almost start flowing again
and i really have to force myself to not cry or i just cant stop
but it's time that we need to let each other cool down and think what's best for us
.
how long more?
or is it really the end?
i do miss him badly
but what bout him?
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Y8:43 AM