evryday goin to work is all about complaining,whats new?nothing but more n more grumbling its not evryday that i can work with colleagues that i prefer there are definitely many times that ive to work with people MLRs that i cant take it bossy,act innocent,act blur,act like they know evrythg! roster wise,change n change..trying to uds.and i noe probably after this whole mth things will change and be better.but i just cant find any reasons to stay on now. i really wish i can get another job and leave immediately. 一时冲动 thought of quitting NOW!but i cannot afford to and i dont wana make another wrong choice again after quitting gior..hur.. evryday go to work think of $$$,thats my oli motivation now.no work means no $$$ uh. but evryday im thinking,and comparing to my frens or people ard.why are they blessed with such good luck and life.they dont have to work like cows and get paid peanuts,they get high pay job easily or they are just rich.sighs.its so sick to wana get so many things and u practically know u cant get it.i dont mind now as long as i get a really stable job w better income n start saving again.but if continues at longchamp is IMPOSSIBLE.evrythg is envy.i wish my life turns better.not hat i dont wana work hard but i hope it will be less tough for me.better life,more hopes.
*i saw melissa tdy in shop and i dont know why i feel so.................scared and ganchiong.after years,i just dont wish to bump into certain people again on the streets or wadever.so i turn away and hide in the store room