Thursday, June 11, 2009
after BINTAN its BATAM!
i so wana enjoy myself before i start my 6days work week.whee
BUT
i dont know
how to not feel worried and sad when my savings goes
l
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so fast
when im jobless this 2 mths
yet i really feel OK with spending those money on getaway trips
its meant to DE-STRESS
and i really love being away from work,sch,SPORE
and how baobei will remind me nt to bring my worries over
and just ENJOOYYY(:
cos Bintan really works
whenever i was to think bout all those stuffs
i see him and i try my very best nt to
how can me and baobei meet and not spend money
i dont want to be so damn kelian la
but somehow i find it quite xiong
feel so broke la
just imagine each time ard 30-40bucks and hw many times
and other than that, so many other things that needs to spend
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not to care?
not to feel jealous?
not to worried?
not to bother?
not to ask?
over-sensitive?
seriously!!
i just dont know what's wrong with me man
nothing better to do?
but i just dont like dont like.........
"them"
sometimes i asked myself bout whats wrong
whats with my possessive-ness?
im never like that
but why do i always have to get so damn agitated whenever each time they go out
is it just bcos he lies to me before regarding her?
dat plays a part.
and....?????????????
o/a its just dont like.
i know 1 day...
he will not care bout how i care n feel
but at least now i just hate it
hurrrrrrrrrrrr
i dont know
@#$%^&$#@@$%&*
Y9:49 AM
