有时候 我真的很累
总觉得好像快要不能呼吸一样
我没有没有没有没有想要吵架
我更不想每天晚上都哭着去睡觉
那种感受 一点都不好受
我们的问题已经越来越多了吗?
then why do we have ta ALWAYS quarrel?
is it me??
its v simple isnt it..
im a lousy asshole GF..idont know how ta love
i sucks in evrythg
i cant give him what he wants
or he cant give mi what i want?
EVERYTHING!!!!
just seems wrong
i just dont wana stay at home and rot evryday,wads wrong?
i hates ta stay at home alone
i will start ta think of all my probs
i dont know how ta quarrel and pretend as if we r ok but when we r NOT OK
its so hard ta be fake
now i just have ta tell myself and remind myself
that i shall not always compare myself..
learn ta love myself more and do not criticise myself
probably i will jus nag myself in my mind and not say out
i shall not be a 大女人
dont expect mi ta be YES YES YES cos thats not mi
im still gona be myself but i will watch out in case the lil thgs become
the thgs that he dislikes..
I WILL TAKE NOTE
