Wednesday, May 27, 2009
i feel so useless
i dont have confidence
thats me
i hates to be alone walking in streets,doin shopping
i hates to go into book stores,but i did
i nv tried playin alone in arcades before,i did twice to kill time
i hates making decision when im alone cos the more i will regret
i hates to feel left out esp in a group
BUT all bcos of him
and these things ive been goin thru more n more recently
i hate it but i dont hate him
i uds that he has his grad show thing to rush to do to prepare
accompany him to sch today for his grad show
in the end i have to walk around alone after ytd waiting at PS
i didn expect that it's gona be something like that
i feel so tiny when he's with his grp of friends
i know NOTHING and i dont belong there
all i can do is smile and smile when i dont feel comfortable at all
NOT his friend's prob but MY prob
to all the quarrels and all
i think we just cnt communicate on phone
i hate talkin to him on phone now
have been thinking evrytime
and now i seriously think we are not suitable to chat on phone
cos i duno wads the prob w him whenever he chats w mi on phone
FUCK!
i hate you ONG YEE WEN
and your screwed up life now
@#%&*#%&_&%$#@#W#%R^@#$^&*%#@!
Y11:54 AM
