Sunday, May 10, 2009
baobei is busy w his FYP this few days
so i have ta be guai.a guai gf not ta disturb him
awwwww
and now that im jobless at home,i feel so lonely
and starts ta worrrryyyyyy
I NEED A JOB
w/o a job means no income=no shopping=no going out=no good food=no entertainment
how can!!!!
i wana have a stable job
i dun wana lead a life that i need ta worry
i hates ta work but i noe its no choice..
this is my life and that ive ta accept it
i dont have a good life
ive ta depend on myself so much that im getting sick of it..
手停口停 uh
NONONO
i really wish that i can get a job soon and so that i can rly enjoy myself for this few weeks
before i start to rly work again
i will only get ta enjoy when i noe that i can have a stable job
3yrs+ i dont have ta worry cos i work nonstop
i cnt afford ta rest
tmr im goin ta the duno wad NTUC CTR,i dont even noe whr is it after searching the map online
lousy direction map
or lousy mi la..whatever
shd i go sentosa w baobei?
wad im thinking is like im afraid it wont work
im so scared he will feel bored w mi
im scared he dont get ta enjoy his 21st bday
hmmmmmm
HOW
i guess he's gona be happier w all hs frens but like i sucks in planning la
im a lousy gfffffffff
feel bad for him
but i jus wan him ta be happy
smtimes ta mi HOME DAY is boring BUT i love his company
cos of him i somehow learn ta be contented
back ta wad i think and feel last time
but still i need him by my side ta always remind mi of this
Y5:27 AM
