Tuesday, March 17, 2009
彼此之间的信任真的可以很快的就找回来吗?
JOVI
JOVI
JOVI
why isit that we always have to quarrel over her?
HAIS
i dont even check on my bf's sms b4
baobei is the 1st one and ive asked myself
why do i need to do that?
bcos i feel insecure?
yesss.i think so
bcos i always think too much?
maybe bah
and so coincidence
for twice,there's something that i need to be MAD about
1st-content of the msg
2nd-this time totally never tell me anythg bout him meeting her
seriously,which gf can heck care bout all these?
some more he stil can tel her that i dont really like him to meet her so often
OMG!!i really is like speechless
he dont even know how awkward its gonna be lor
i can say im really much better and dont think that much after
baobei meet her less and all
and that i know he's trying very hard to make me happy
but
he SHOULD NOT have lie to me
white lies?
NO
i dont want
i just want him to be honest
its sososo impt to me
to keep our r/s going.that's the way to maintain
he says that he's not lying
then??????
tyring to pretend ntg that he did not meet her wait for her to finish work?
that they had dinner??
and pray hard that i dont know and wont know.
now that i know it by myself
im even more upset
and is rather disappointed with baobei
yet at the same time i uds that he's trying to not provoke me
or make me think too much
after that day
i have been thinking alot
i'd rather hope that i dont know bout it
it's a mark,a scar,a wound or whatever :(
that in me
i find it hard to accept
is the trust still there?
will there be another time that he will do it again?
can i still put my 101% on him?
SHIT
and i........
dont know :(:(:(
Y10:59 AM
彼此之间的信任