Wednesday, March 18, 2009
HAIS x 1000000000000000000
left school early wanted to go home and rest or what
in the end
STUPID 961 make me wait like nobody business
f---ing 40 mins for a bus,waiting alone at the bus stop doin ntg
STUPID boy who's soso in deep sleep
like PIG
make me squeeze only,sit till very gao wei
NVM
what's best??
today is our 5th mth tog
i won again
SO?
we lalallaala again...
i swear i DIDNT mean anythg much when i say
" not like somebody dont care "
why is he so sensitive??
he always say he dont like to be accused/assumed somethg
ah har
i never uh.........
so why get so worked up?
i change my mood to be better and called him
trying to talk to him nicely
and this is what i get back in return
talking bout holidays,bday and all
giving me all this shit
or maybe to him is im giving him all sorts of shit
i dun uds
why must we quarrel almost everyday?
i hate the after that feeling
i feel so...............
sad+angry+disappointed+lonely
and my heart HURTS
i cnt take it le
but somehow my heart is trying very hard to pull me back
sighs
"Never go to bed mad. Stay up and fight." - Phyllis Diller
how i wish we can talk
but then
dont know why
with baobei its so hard to " talk "
and he seems like he dont know how to talk to mi the main points
beat around the bush,in the end more sian
dont even feel like arguing
we are both very stuborn
hurrr
and tmr R WE STILL MEETING?
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Y11:34 AM
