Wednesday, March 25, 2009
finally my proj for case studies is DONE
yea!
BUT...the tough one is coming soon.i hate exams!
have to thanks baobei ta help me with some research and the contents thg
if not,i will be even slower
3 days/nights of chiong-ing
thou i went ta so call rest but fall aslp
i still chiong for many hrs + continuous days of working
damn shag la!
can die
ytd baobei went ta alvin's chalet w siew mai
IM PRETTY OK w that
maybe cos im too tired to rly go 烦 bah
i dont feel that upset partly of my personal point of view that i feel that
shinyi is rather "safe" as in,i feel comfortable with her
but,thgs are hard to say too
shinyi n jovi are very close too
just like baobei n jovi
sometimes i feel like slapping myself!!
why do i always have to make myself upset?
why do i have to start the topic of HER everytime i chat w baobei
i know it spoils our relationship ALOTTT
but....
sighs
i cant deny the fact that i care alot bout this and its super impt to mi
but like wad baobei says
he got no ways to make mi feel better for this thg
other than he try to cut down on sms n meeting her
i will try to not keep on thinking
but can i???
TRUST-somehow ever since all the quarrels over her,i dont rly know what
i can do to TRUST.
not that i dont love him
i love him
but i dont know how to maintain a r/s like this
HOWHOW COWCOW
Y11:42 AM
