its been weeks since B's in NS
& i guess i did pretty well huh.that i can tahan thru(:
but uh,thou i say its alrite that he kena confinement but i still find it very stupid
yes!its better than not able to meet at all but still very sad that i can only see him from 10am to aftn?SADD!
anyway i hate work now!!i noe its my full time thing to work but i hate it.
i hate the staffs for being so blur.i hate to be so stressed up.i hate to fan this fan that.
i hate to get work & not knowing my pay.i hate complaining to B.
i hate to run a store.
HAISSSS.
but if evrytime i just cannot find a job to love.& wana give up.i can imagine evrywhere i go i will be CMI.how?so worried!

i dont want my B to kena guard duty but i know cannot.
i DONT WANT my B to kena confinement & knowing not able to meet him feels like shit!
:(((((((((((((((((((((
pls pls not!
anyway thanks for being so understanding to me when im so damn sick
its rly very xin ku & no one knows how i feel for this torturing 1 week except myself.
but still im glad ur there with me:D
sorry for not able to accompany u to the max.
anyway im goin so damn broke for all the UPLs & medical thing.AWWW!
cries!
how to not think of money man.sadded x 10000000000
feels so heart pain la

What is pneumonia?
Pneumonia is an infection of one or both lungs which is usually caused by bacteria, viruses, or fungi. Prior to the discovery of antibiotics, one-third of all people who developed pneumonia subsequently died from the infection. Currently, over 3 million people develop pneumonia each year in the United States. Over a half a million of these people are admitted to a hospital for treatment. Although most of these people recover, approximately 5% will die from pneumonia. Pneumonia is the sixth leading cause of death in the United States

What are pneumonia symptoms and signs?
Most people who develop pneumonia initially have symptoms of a cold which are then followed by a high fever (sometimes as high as 104 degrees Fahrenheit), shaking chills, and a cough with sputum production. The sputum is usually discolored and sometimes bloody. People with pneumonia may become short of breath. The only pain fibers in the lung are on the surface of the lung, in the area known as the pleura. Chest pain may develop if the outer pleural aspects of the lung are involved. This pain is usually sharp and worsens when taking a deep breath, known as pleuritic pain.

SERIOUSLY it really freaked me out alot after visiting the clinic ytd nite.
its not a play-play thing if really kena this kinda thing
im so gonna love my life a lil more & treasure it more & not take it lightly that thinking small illness wont die.
1 week of fever & higheest even up to 39.like OMFG!
im burning!!
I HATE MINGMING!!!!
she dont even care bout her staffs.guess she must be hating me for taking MCs now
& also she confirm will condemned me.HAIS.i hate it.
i just wana work & earn my money,y isit so hard?
shes just making life diff for me.if u dont like me,think i CMI then might as well in the 1st place dont try to promote me up.anyway its sounds nice only.actually im over-working now as a so call MGR but is actually a MIT.
not being appreciated feels like shit.anyway life will be harder from now on.dont know if i can make it through not.its so damn challenging la.

LOL.this's my 2nd blog cos the other one is a personal blog only for tard-iot& now that he's in NS & im super boredguess i will "talk" to myself here to keep myself less bored. (:its day5! its freaking slow when hes not aound manwhen im in shop,& theres nothing much to doi can only rot cos no one for me to msg withhe say still can sms him but like wth right?like messaging to the wall with no responseso life been pretty bored.work work & worktdy's off day stayed at home rot & rot & rot but kinda missed this kinda feeling cos its been some time since i really rest at home.evryday's routine is the same now,everyday will just look forward to THAT time which is after 930pm & patiently wait for his call.hahas.ever since he gets in to NS,ive learnt a lil more of being contented-as long as he's okay & doin well in there-as long as we get to chat a while evryday for that few mins-as long as he dont fall sick/or touch wood dont get hurt-as long as we are still WE& i will be happy now.

tdy's work isnt rly smooth at all.
the more my life gets bad-er.the more i miss u B.
menses makin my legs cramp,backache & all :(
hopefully i can gt iluma's job?
got pros & cons oso la
always in dilema
i will miss my 13th mth bonus :( which i intend to buy myself a CHANEL necklace or smthg
so i guess its gone
& i nidta save more money for so many thgs
my 21st bday?save for holidays.save cos got alot of thgs to spend on
hmmms
there goes my CHANEL.*sobs
i thk im always backside itchy
HOW???

BABY!

CAN U PLS DONT GO NS???

SAY YESSSSSSSS PLEASEEEEE!!

sighs.i know its impossible

hurrr.u shd noe how much i gonna miss u!

>;

*sobs

so pls dont let me worried & pls take good care of yourself in camp k.

cos i will be a gd girl & wait for my B

*pinky pinky promise!

Y u deep deep

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